Today a Japanese customer walk in for a drink, not knowing he is from Japan at the first sight I take order from him in Mandarin than I can see all the ???? on his face ha ha so he order 1 jug of beer from me than every waitress ask from him for LD... I still wondering if he get a shock when he foot the bill ha ha a jug of beer for hundred plus... sometime i wonder how come he treat her so bad but she still choose to be with him? From my point of view he isn't really that good... kept saying how capable he is or how rich is he but why she still have to work in this type of place... he always over react whenever she too close to customer but working in this type of environment require her to do so sometime, rite? Last week he order cig than didn't pay so in my heart I was thinking never mind la, 50 plus see one person... than few days ago she borrow 100 from me telling me not to tell him, sign... u call this a rich man? Yesterday she ask me to wait for her to take dinner together so he suggested order a few dish and soup so I said ok lor than when the delivery man came, he didn't volunteer to pay so no choice I pay lor... 27 only leh!!! horrible character. Today Nico held a meeting, so one of the topic was about him, usually he come down he always drink for free so from today onwards he have to order something and actually I also think this is reasonable as ppl open to do business rite... I know that he wasn't very happy with Nico. Today while having dinner he ask me if I wan to resign and find a new place... so i tell him work where also the same... like the other time I felt so sorry for Lily, when I went back to collect my salary, Lily told me alot of things than I have a clearer picture of wat happen, Sign... don know how to tell him and moreover I am being paid well at 98... I work for $ sake not having fun sake... come on, if I keep job hopping I think I can never save enough $ for my target amount to stop this type of job... very tired liao wan to rest.... zzZZZZ

I told myself to forget u...

juz when I thought I should be able to do so ....

u came...

Ai yo...

Maybe I should change my URL address again...

HA HA...

felt funny whenever I wan to blog... becoz

U will be reading

Jeff is always full of surprise... I received 12 stalk of white rose from him... than he came to fetch me out for lunch at esplanade... he is really a very nice guy.... but i juz don seem to have feeling for him... I am very unhappy very very unhappy... I think I really have a crash with someone who I shouldn't have... today "HE" introduce me a new guy he said he is a nice guy but I juz don seem to have feel for him... I know I don need a MAN but... .... Arrrr!!!! wat the fuck am I thinking or writing?????? why am I always making wrong step... WHY???? I really don have the heart to live on .... it is really dame torturing to live for someone else sake.... why can't your juz faster grow up!!! at least I don feel so sinful.... I'm tired .... very tired.....

He wasn't like himself yesterday... Jon said he saw him at 56... and ask me to call him but i didn't do so... I thought he won't be coming over... than he pass by... wanting to see him but still turn away from him... perhaps he drink a lot that why he said a lot of things, he had never said so much before... he even told his friend about us... when Patrick ask me what is our relationship, i really don know how to answer him, you know wat... I juz can't stop thinking of him... but nothing I can do... I have no rite to decide... I can't give him wat he wan... I somehow regret working at nite at first the reason working at night is becoz can earn more and faster than any other job but... I find it harder to move on... the thing that trouble me is my pride... i feel so small entertaining people who i don know or don wan to know... on Wednesday there's a demanding customer he buy me 10 LD Tequila pop but I must finish at one shot so I did wat he request than when it come to the last glass he pour in one full glass of Chivas asking me to finish it and if i can do so he buy me 2 more glass, I was very angry but i smile to him and finish it all... that feeling was bad... I told Jon if i can work as cashier only becoz 8890 need a cashier but he say i will be earning lesser if i do so, should i or should i not? maybe... see how lol...

To: Bxxxn, U sure your birthday is on 5th of December? (-.-)

Your Birthdate: December 5

You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others. Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy. Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas. Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges. Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom Your power color: Tangerine Your power symbol: Ace Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

cHeCk BiRtH dAtE... wat kind of person are u?

Your Birthdate: March 6

You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you. Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first. You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world. An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be. Your strength: Your intuition Your weakness: You put yourself last Your power color: Rose Your power symbol: Cloud Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?