Linda LaLa Land

WE R ALL ACTOR CREATED BY GOD... HE DIRECT OUR SHOW, THAT'S WHY THING DON USUALLY GOES THE WAY WE WAN OR THOUGHT CAN WE CONTROL OUR OWN FATH? I DOUBT... WANTING TO BECOME ANGEL? FORGET ABOUT IT TRAPS(temtation) R ALL AROUND... MAYBE THERE'S NO HEAVEN...

Friday, July 20, 2001

When a new life steps into the world, it begin with innocent, pure, clean, unaware of any danger, simple minded and of course preious. But is it the right choice to bring a new life to the world? What is the purpose of bringing a baby to a cruel world when he or she have to gone through born old sick than die... if we really think carefully, bringing in a new life is actually to keep our self to move on, to work for someone instead of earning aimlessly or maybe another reason which I can think of is to keep us acompany before we die. If every human being have to die than what is the purpose to live in the first place? Basically giving birth to a baby is so call a no big deal but the tough part is how you bring him up. In this cruel world and enviroment I believe it is rather hard to balance well how much care and concern for him, the correct character that a human being should consist, and on the other hand to work hard pay for the house, car, school fees, daily bills, house chorse and all the bla bla bla etc. I just don understand why we just kept moving and moving when we know at the point when u see full stop " . " it is time to dissapear in the thin air and what is left is a dead block, no sense no soul, nothing... and no body will remember you in the future 10, 200, 500 years. I'm full of doubt, no one ever gave me an convining answer to what I wish to know, or do anyone really know? Mm... I don think anyone will know.