Yesterday really cannot sleep, so angry!!! after knowing that he cheat my friend $$$ i really dame pai seh, than from his conversion with his friend I think he is the course why that 2 of them break off although this women is a bitch but it is not his bloodly business rite? why muz he act like a bitch too? the CB mouth really like san ba... at first tell me Bxx got her vcd than ask him wan to see or not, he somemore can tell me friend wan don see better becoz not very nice when see her again than i still praise him for being understanding but "KNS" behind my back sms him his email add, ARRR so freaking angry!!! he say he didn't tell Rxx about the vcd he only tell his friend than wat different does it make??? I really don know how to lift my head to continue... "wo heng ai mian zi" but always lose face becoz of him... doing thing I don like... working in pub than everyone start talking about it, getting insult by his friends n even his own mother before 4 WAT HE DID, owe bank money becoz of him than now cheat my friend $... My feeling now is "hopeless" with 3 kids, now wan to go out work also cannot, leave him also cannot... why why why???? can't he be like a normal man? imagine the stress when u don feel secures with the man sleeping next to u... now whenever there's happy happening I will start to get worry as it will usually turn to unhappy matter... Everyday still have to act as if nothing happen... with smiling face... tired... very tired...

Got an agreement with Miao... no drinking 4 two weeks and today is the 5th day... actually waiting 4 her to give out first haha than I can drink too... but i think stop a while is also good la as i also find myself over board....

OMG.... AFTER DYING BLACK MY HAIR... I DON LIKE MY HAIR COLOUR!!!!!!!!!

After that TALK at bugis I felt so much better... becoz no need to see her face anymore, no need to listen to her show off story... and I know in the future very hard to be friend back... anyway don really hard up for gals like that, if I'm a man than maybe la... which man don like EASY going gals rite... whenever I recall back the sight she drink, my hair will stand sia, who also can! yucks!!! At first when I don know so much about her I only find her a bit irrating, proud and like to act like a good drinker (actual fact KNS) but after knowing about her story behind from different ppl than I start to keep a distance from her... luckly I did that sia... anyway she will regret for all her doing in the future so hopefully she can stop all her rubbish now before it is really too late...

Ivan's Birthday...

It's Ivan 30th birthday...

Than we went to order all sort of drinks 4 him... Mmm Gin Tonic, Tequile Pop, volka lime, srew driver, sherly temple n Tequile nick... he was rather steady, he finish all.

Being force to drink....

and drink....

and drink...

and drink...

But we didn't really company him 4 long becoz he got too many friends with him and we got a room upstairs....

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so we all gather upstairs to chat...

Than Kelvin came up to join us sing (but actually his motive was to avoid downstairs drink) haha

Than everyone sing with feel ha ha...

Sitting upstairs is dame good becoz....

can relax like nobody business...

Everything was actually rather perfect but there's only 1 very big problem that night... one of the gal don know is it drink too much or got take xxxx becoz she was a bit weird, don know how to put in word la but she a bit over, than she kept saying she was all right, than start chartering all the grandmother stories... very lor soh la, than she got this very serious character whenever she is high she will start sticking on to man, actually got tell her alot of time already she will sure regret the next day when she woke up and i even tell her my past experience but she never listen... Sign... and this is not the first time she do silly thing after her drink, don know when than will wake up and don live in her own world....

It's the flying story again...

Seriously i don know why I'm so happy, smile until like that haha.. cannot really recall...

For going 10 yearSSS... finally meet up with a long time no hear friend (center: Tian Feng)

Than after a bottle drank...

Everyone turn wild and.... and... and...

... HIGH!!! haha No handsome guys so no choice have to find pole to hug instead...

We both need luv too.... so hug each other... (S.H said this photo like 2 naked women... Got mah???)

They even more HOT.... pic tells how needy they are haha...

Than around 5am we all go eat than home sweet home...

@@ Than today is flying part 2 story...

not enough from yesterday so continue today... went there around 12am... went upstairs MONO n sit at the bar counter, not as crazy as yesterday becoz we only wan to talk cxxk, and sing song... but in fact I'm the only one singing @#$!$ haha maybe becoz so many ppl than they shy, but u know la, I don give a dame lol so I juz sing and sing than play pool with them but lose to them la than around 4plus RELAX enough liao... they say wan to go downstairs dance and find frenz so we went down... but after awhile we leave the place and went to east coast than bla bla bla I think it's bedtime liao... zzzZZZZ

Arrrrr... dame irritating noise.. so fxxing loud!!! awful smell!!!! ARRRRRR it's not that i like to surf net at night and sleep @ 5-6 am in the morning but juz simply can't sleep when u rub your teeth... snore and making irritating noise... I can only have good sleep unless i go for a drink arrr big fish ball !@#$%^&

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Miao chio to go Dragonfly actually don wan to go becoz I don wan to be like sardine... it is alway over pack... no seats no standing place no space to dance... but she say wed not so much ppl so we tried... than it's quite crowded... but luckily got place to seat... so it wasn't really that bad... actually the music seems to be better than babyface... maybe the other time when I went with my friend... not much ppl dame little, somemore it's friday so we all felt bored... anyway we play quite "hard" yesterday and leave the place around 5 am....

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