Yesterday bring lion and b3 to pasir ris park... bring them go swim and play sand, but i think they didn't really enjoy very much becoz there's passing cloud, rain awhile... than when reach home b3 kana scolding from me, I shout at her loudly becoz she spike my cutex but frankly i regret doing that... I know that she sure to hate me now... how? this morning she never come and find me, usually she will come and sit on me but not today...sign... need to spend $$$ on her to make her happy again. Yesterday went to waiting bar with Ken and ___, so start to talk talk about his work anyway didn't really enjoy but better than nothing la.

cHoNg FoR 2 dAys...

so relax today... the day before i went to dragonfly drink and turn drunk ha ha long time never drink until drunk liao feel so good, I went home and vomit, first time man luckily can tahan until reach home... than yesterday went to MOS becoz Sylvie got invitation for Hugo Boss Event so we waited very long for the fashion show than when it really started it is quite disappointing... model from Ngee Ann poly all like small kids, somemore wear so much nothing to see... but the manager from MOS is good, his name is call Harry, he start off by saying FUCK U ha ha than it caught everyone attention. The music wasn't very nice but not that bad too... it all the R&B i prefer dragonfly more as i still live in the world of 90 enjoying techno.. trance ha ha than at MOS i saw Ken... he is working there as a waiter so we got alot of free flow tibits ha ha but yesterday really dance like crazy... mad,very long never dance until so relax liao partly the people there is very open minded and they really can dance so i don wan to lose face too.... I feel so good sia("<)

Yesterday went to K Box becoz Pei Ru birthday... actually she quite sporting sia, I always thought she is very inside, quiet, but yesterday than i realise she can be so funny ha ha. just browse my c box and saw a msg from Clara, ya! she is right... I am not happy at all ... I always tell my friend if they wan to be happy, they must learn how to be content but is that really the case? How come god create human being with feeling but we can't do thing following our feeling? Like me... I am very not happy with my life but i cannot do anything to change it better... and i believe i am not the only one who feel like that... sometime really dame tired complaining over the same things over and over again but i just can't help it!!! I cannot leave him becoz of my kids... I cannot change his character... the only thing i can do is change myself to adapt him... drink everynite to fall asleep... close 2 eyes to not see wat he is doing... Fuck man!!! I don go for look, wat i want is someone with good character... a normal man... don have to be rich or nice looking etc... I hate it whenever his friend complain about him, I feel so shame, dame irritating...