Yesterday went to K Box becoz Pei Ru birthday... actually she quite sporting sia, I always thought she is very inside, quiet, but yesterday than i realise she can be so funny ha ha. just browse my c box and saw a msg from Clara, ya! she is right... I am not happy at all ... I always tell my friend if they wan to be happy, they must learn how to be content but is that really the case? How come god create human being with feeling but we can't do thing following our feeling? Like me... I am very not happy with my life but i cannot do anything to change it better... and i believe i am not the only one who feel like that... sometime really dame tired complaining over the same things over and over again but i just can't help it!!! I cannot leave him becoz of my kids... I cannot change his character... the only thing i can do is change myself to adapt him... drink everynite to fall asleep... close 2 eyes to not see wat he is doing... Fuck man!!! I don go for look, wat i want is someone with good character... a normal man... don have to be rich or nice looking etc... I hate it whenever his friend complain about him, I feel so shame, dame irritating...