I quit from d d and got a new place to work at 98 Bonkers at Tanjong Pagar Rd starting from 1st aug with Yvonne... a bit worry becoz it will be more crowded over there actually i don like crowded place... after i went to collect my pay in the evening Jeff ask me out for dinner, he drive me to Mount Faber than i was a bit worried at first ha ha i thought he was a decent minded man? luckily really have dinner there instead of my silly worry... dinner at The Jewel Box, nice place to talk, surrounded by trees and nice scenery and humorous waiter... than after our dinner he drive me to Marina sq and he left... He is really a nice man. wait for ____ to knock off than went to that women hse for her house warming, than ting said she is going to dragonfly so i told her i wan to go but too bad ____ spoil it by saying he wan to follow, so in the end i didn't go, quarrel with _____ on our way back, than lastly he surrender ha ha ask me to call ting but i purposely didn't do it and show him face ha ha than the next day in order to please me he spend 200plus for me rebond my hair and bought the hair treatment for me ha ha ha

a nice guy with a nice advice

Ken said something to me and really enlighten me... he is a pilot, a decent guy, short, look young but actually quite old liao ha ha and look quite nice with his uniform on but still a bit funny becoz ... u know in a pub? ha ha he said he is just back from Thailand and his buddy ask him down to drink. After his 2nd jug... he told me not to drink too much becoz every time after I get drunk I 4get wat i did and I know he is right ha ha... he say I am too friendly and guy will get the wrong idea of me so nowadays I try very hard not to drink till too high, like yesterday, one of the customer treat us Chivas and teq nick than the other one shouts than after that drink beer, I can't stop them or reject them and I know I sure to get drunk so I left early before i start to get over board like wat Ken had said ha ha so from that day onward I am trying very hard to drink lesser or go home before drunk. Ken was right, I am only a waitress, I have the right to do wat I wan or don wan, even if she wan me to do anything that I don wan I can don do it also as this is not my business, I am just a staff...

By right yesterday should be a happy day but how come it turn out to be so bad at night? somebody actually use my email to send out my blog address to my email contact, than ___ call me asking me if he is the worst man in the world i ever met so i answer him yes, he wasn't angry at all becoz i think he know himself very well too... but anyway that wasn't my main concern as I really don give a dame whether he know or not as that is the fact! but now the thing is who did this type of thing to me? I am really dame mad... I think i know but wat should i do to u? Can't u juz be a normal person? Although I am a easy going person but this time u are really too much!!! Either u change or u will continue your friendless life, U really make me hate U!!! u really make me lose face, I don know how to face my friend or even client, your character really fxxk up. I really dame moody now, I regret trusting u...

Happy little women

I open my office door wanting to go to the ladies and saw Jeff standing outside than i was so shock, he said he wan to surprise me and he bought lunch for me.... wanton mee and drinks and fruits and even desert birdnest ha ha ... expensive lunch. Frankly I am a bit touch by him, although I told him I am a mother of 2 kids he still continue to treat me so nice and most importantly he didn't take advantage of me. Yesterday night I was quite surprise by him already... when I step into the pub, Yvonne pass me a packet of Chinese med saying it is from Jeff... He is so caring and understanding, a real good friend! Ever since working in the pub, I start to see different type of ppl, a group of Malaysians who is so supportive come almost everyday, a fat guy who always give me $$$, Jeff the caring and understanding guy and also a special guy who is the only one that attracted me although he is not there offence but sometime do miss him ha ha there is many more but if really have to name it, my blog will be flood... Bottom line ____ is the worst guy in my life... Since today I am so happy better don talk about him... But today I felt like a little gal being pamper, if only everyday is like that...

Yesterday got no mood to work... that why earn very very little only, now still considering whether tonight should work or rest, really getting more and more tired, now i got lesser time with lion and B3... maybe this coming saturday should bring them out to play... yesterday one of the guy ask me out today, but don feel like going, so i rejected him and i can feel that he is angry... sometimes i really don understand how guy think, always treat us like fool... yesterday when i reach home around 2 am, ____ is not back yet, call him also never answer then morning he say he went drinking with his friend at park lane actually not angry at all but when he say they buy LD for the gal there, I was quite mad but i didn't said anything, I am working so hard outside drinking with ppl and he spend $ outside drinking with other gal. Why did i married this type of fxxker? Arrr!!!! so angry but have to keep it to myself, but i will make him regret one day, when lion and B3 grow up i will not give him anymore chance. I hate him!

Tired and lifeless

Have not been blogging becoz very busy... I work and work non stop, I now have so many side line until I also cannot believe I can manage long or not. Beside my main job I join EnYouth selling health product and night time in a pub so everyday work until 2am. I thought by right life should get better and better but for my case why everytime so unluckly I find myself more and more LC.... I feel so small of myself. I have alot to say but i juz don know how to put it in words... sometime I find my character sucks why can't i juz do thing following how i feel, juz don care and do watever is good for me but i juz can't help it, whenever i make up my mind to do something i will start to think and consider than after that the same ending i will change my mind... sign... but some times also no choice la I cannot think of myself only there is too many thing i have to think it carefully. I always thought fate is control by ourself by now than i relise it is not as easily as wat i think, everything is out of control... I am not happy, I am tired, I don wan to take care of everything...

A crazy day...

I would say that Sunday was a emotional day but a crazy nite... At first i thought of going to the beach but becoz the weather dun seem to be very good and the timing a bit wrong so i decided to go some other time. so i meet up with Jenielle to Bedok... if "u" are reading my blog, I wan to tell u don think so much, i can really sense how sad u feel juz hope that time can lessen the shock and hope that in the future u will only remember the happy times u ever spend with him and leave the sad part out, i didn't really wan to talk much that day as u know my aunty pattern, I worry if i say too much and make u even more unhappy... but i do care (",)

Than went to Tampines meet up with Amber and recommend Sylver to them, to my surprise they can click very fast haha and we went to sing song, a lot of funny things happen... Sylver split mini skirt, Jenielle concert on the sofa, S.H.E concert and smoking with fear etc... than we decided to go Dragonfly after the KTV session becoz of this sudden decision 3 crazy ladies were busy drawing and painting their face while Amber busy singing ha ha

At dragonfly actually don really quite enjoy la maybe becoz cannot smoke so we have to smoke outside so irritating and troublesome and that day don know why i find the music wasn't quite nice... luckily the accompany is good so it is still consider a fun day.