Yesterday got no mood to work... that why earn very very little only, now still considering whether tonight should work or rest, really getting more and more tired, now i got lesser time with lion and B3... maybe this coming saturday should bring them out to play... yesterday one of the guy ask me out today, but don feel like going, so i rejected him and i can feel that he is angry... sometimes i really don understand how guy think, always treat us like fool... yesterday when i reach home around 2 am, ____ is not back yet, call him also never answer then morning he say he went drinking with his friend at park lane actually not angry at all but when he say they buy LD for the gal there, I was quite mad but i didn't said anything, I am working so hard outside drinking with ppl and he spend $ outside drinking with other gal. Why did i married this type of fxxker? Arrr!!!! so angry but have to keep it to myself, but i will make him regret one day, when lion and B3 grow up i will not give him anymore chance. I hate him!