Linda LaLa Land

WE R ALL ACTOR CREATED BY GOD... HE DIRECT OUR SHOW, THAT'S WHY THING DON USUALLY GOES THE WAY WE WAN OR THOUGHT CAN WE CONTROL OUR OWN FATH? I DOUBT... WANTING TO BECOME ANGEL? FORGET ABOUT IT TRAPS(temtation) R ALL AROUND... MAYBE THERE'S NO HEAVEN...

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Long long time didn't blog .... busy playing mahjong... clubbing... shopping... taking care 3 little piggy... nowadays almost everyday dry swim... either at Lena hse if not will go over to Wah hse... than on sat went to lunar again with Amber and friends... than around 1 week ago went singing at party world @ orchard till around 3am with Wah, Raymond, Santa, Ming... sing until no voice haha I remember one song very clearly which is sang by May day "ni bu shi zhen de kuai le" very meaningful song ... not trying to say I'm unhappy but juz simply find it so true la... than i get to know they open till 6 in the morning... than during Christmas went to FeelingPub drink with King & Adrian and friends... that day really dame happening they spray the form all over so funny... but the most funny thing is when we're back home i got 1st price on my head haha drink too much liao than when reach home on the stairs i suddenly black-out cannot see anything siao so fell down and hit my head hahaha... fxxk!!! that day 4get to eat medicine than go drink that why like that la shit!!! than on new year mee and Adrian went to pasir ris beach for a small drink... the feeling was good as it wasn't the noisy type of celebration... actually planing to go disco wan but Adrian don like lol since it's a festive muz compromise with him lol anyway my main enjoyment is "drink" Mmm... wat else... I think lion really grown up liao... he's really dame cute lol one day when I went to fetch him from school he ask me where I went after dropping him so I tell him I didn't go anywhere... but actually I went for mahjong session la than he suddenly turn to me and said" U went to play mahjong rite?" I was really "Jam" haha than no choice I tell him yes la sorry mummy tell lies I'm not rite than he even tell me next time don always go play mahjong not good if wan to go muz ask his permission & telling lies is not correct next time don do it again haha inside my heart I'm actually scolding myself shit man wat the fxxk? but frankly I wasn't angry with him at all as I'm really at fault but ... ??? he only primary 2 can say this type of things really shock me sia I can still remember the look of me being discipline by my big boy... hahaha but he really grown up... than he also know how to buy my heart nowadays... one time after dropping him in school as i wan to leave he run to me and tell me he really miss me haha than u can see his eyes a bit red so touching haha so I pat on his head and tell him ok i miss u too... inside my heart I'm really dame happy... I'm very strict to him but luckily he still love... hopefully he will understand when he grow up... it's for his own good