Yesterday really cannot sleep, so angry!!! after knowing that he cheat my friend $$$ i really dame pai seh, than from his conversion with his friend I think he is the course why that 2 of them break off although this women is a bitch but it is not his bloodly business rite? why muz he act like a bitch too? the CB mouth really like san ba... at first tell me Bxx got her vcd than ask him wan to see or not, he somemore can tell me friend wan don see better becoz not very nice when see her again than i still praise him for being understanding but "KNS" behind my back sms him his email add, ARRR so freaking angry!!! he say he didn't tell Rxx about the vcd he only tell his friend than wat different does it make??? I really don know how to lift my head to continue... "wo heng ai mian zi" but always lose face becoz of him... doing thing I don like... working in pub than everyone start talking about it, getting insult by his friends n even his own mother before 4 WAT HE DID, owe bank money becoz of him than now cheat my friend $... My feeling now is "hopeless" with 3 kids, now wan to go out work also cannot, leave him also cannot... why why why???? can't he be like a normal man? imagine the stress when u don feel secures with the man sleeping next to u... now whenever there's happy happening I will start to get worry as it will usually turn to unhappy matter... Everyday still have to act as if nothing happen... with smiling face... tired... very tired...