I called Raymond last nite... telling him I wan to settle down than he didn't seem to believed ha ha I told him something big, unexpected happen... my phone was mashed a few days ago sign... than he kept asking me wat really happen? but I don know how to tell him... anyway I'm not going to remember wat happen anymore... maybe I wan to start a small small business of my own when time is rite.... or maybe don do anything juz stay at home... I told Susan maybe maybe after CNY I will resign... than she kept quiet for a while... and tell me why not juz continue and see how first... so maybe juz see look see look first lol.