long time didn't blog... so busy... working... sleeping... lost my phone again yesterday... so angry... went for a drink alone after work yesterday... miss drinking ha ha becoz nowadays no need to drink... no longer a waitress... cashier instead... the new place was good... the sales is much more better than the previous pub... which I didn't think so when I went for interview... becoz the place was quite"xxx" known him for around 4 months... a new relationship... feel very good being with him... can felt his concern & love towards me... but... he have not enough time 4 me sometimes... when I am not in good mood... he drive me to the beach... trying to make me feel better... which is the best he think he can do... same as wat I thought... knowing my position... feeling very contented... but he is actually someone who I shouldn't like or love... but... it juz came and wasn't under control... I know and do he know...