I'm so angry, depress, unhappy, disappointed!!! The conclusion in life is no believing in any single thing, regardless of religious, family, dream, friends, relationship, hope... everything... anything... stupid Human Being!!! studying so hard? working so hard? performing so much? For what Fuck?We are all brainless freak struggling so hard! u know what's the happy ending? or should I say are u sure there's happy ending? NO NO NO, fairly tale don't exist. sad to say there will never be happy ending... u think u found the man u love? but will u love him forever or will he love u forever? He's the fucking old fart that make u cried most! u think u got the best job, perhaps the first few week when it's still exciting but as time passes by i promise, u will want to get the shit out of it! Would your juz stop cheating yourself! Big lier, Wake up. The definition in life is every single one will die one day!!! This is what we call "The fact" not happy ending it's THE END!!!

I can't stand it anymore! STOP telling me there's god, how amazing your life is, how rich r u or how many people fall for u, how wonderful is your love life, how many wonderful friend u have... stop it!!! nothing is forever! everything is fake!

Don't tried to change how I think becoz I want to stop all "Believing" Please don't make me believe there's hope and fall once again.

I'm left with no more strength to fight this anymore.