ya maybe i'm wrong, i'm mad but if not becoz of u i will never become like that, that perfume smell, the song... i thought i could forgive but i really can't forget... i don want it to be like this too... u might think that u r suffering but i'm also suffering too... i very clear now, i will never be happy no matter wat u did or change becoz the pain i gone through will always be with me... i will never be able to put down... u always make me insecure, sometime good sometime bad... u always say u will change but how am i going to believe u when u r so easily being influnce by other? when ppl have certain thing u also wan, when ppl go changi see rubbish u also get addited, when ppl gamble u also gamble, wwhen u promise me u never do betting, u also do when mixing with ppl who collect bet, now u mix with all this shameful gal.... do u think i will believe u willl be innocent? no way!