Juz came back from fly... dame drunk!!! today really too many thing happen... I told Adrian I wan to divorce... he was dame shock, he said no but I already make up my mind.... I really cannot stand him anymore... for 7 years... 7 years... I was so good to him... close one eyes for wat ever he did outside in fact I should say is close two eyes but he is so bloody too much... he never pay for anything and he only come back when he need $$$... take money from me to spend on other women.. I really regret for giving him a last chance when I got Beatrice.... he lie to me again... cheat my $$$ again... I really don love him anymore... I ... Mmm... actually partly becoz I fall in love with someone who don love me or maybe should i say he know he cannot love me that why I have the courage to leave Adrian.... I think too highly of myself...我以为我放的下你,原来我真的不能忘記你... I don like this type of feeling ...